Ever So Emofied

 

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hello. i have a new username and would be absolutely delighted if you would add it to this community for me. it's emily_is_love. thanks!

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There is this wonderful two person band from Redwood City, CA called Sounds Like Life that plays acoustic emo music.  You chan check out their music at http://www.purevolume.com/soundslikelife or search for them on myspace.com if you are a member.

I think I spoke too soon when I said it was a pretty good day. Not only am I not going to the concert, but Jessica's Druggie friend, Margaret, just insulted me about everything I care about. She called me whore, and said that I don't care about my friends. And that it would be a good thing if I killed myself.

She doesnt even know me, and I know that shes just saying that because she's mean and angry. But I can't help but feeling upset.

I deal with so much shit each day. From trying to keep a friend from turning into an alcoholic, to my parents yelling at me about everything, to the thoughts in my own head.

I'm brave enough to not kill myself, because I know there are people out there who love me, and I would hurt them if I was no longer here. But I can't help but wonder if with everything I'm trying to do, if I actually mean a lot to people, or am I just another fun face in the crowd of friends.

I'm walking on fragile ground, and it doesnt take much to push me off. I thought life was good because I finally came to terms with someone from my elementary school, and now we're talking again. But now I wonder if I can ever not be the person that gets torn apart by others for no reason.

(x-posted on my lj)

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Some body needs to be active here. Not saying that I am. But it's pretty dead in here. Well I'm just writing this to say. . .um. Let's all read this and gain inspiration to promote.
Or maybe people could just start talking. . .about the greatness of emo. . .
Maybe talk about. . . your guitars/what you play. Name some emo songs you can play. I don't know.
But I'm bored. . .